Today, I am in reflection.
Hineni.
I am here.
Praying ancestors come. Remind me.
I am brought to the scripture I was born into. The scripture of my life.
The Dance of Torah and Testament.
What was Creation, but an act of descent. An act of dissent. A prayer. A speaking in the silence. A spinning meditation.
Who is Yisrael but G-d wrestling Jacob.
Who is Jacob but G-d.
What is wrestling but spinning mediation.
What is spinning meditation but being held.
What is being held but my Mother’s arms.
Who is G-d but Love.
Who am I but a Child of Love.
Who am I but Love.
Who is Creation, but I. Who am I but You.
Hineni.
I know our family story. I know our lineage. I am the collision site of the old, now, and new.
And so are You.
Our Lineage is the Lineage.
I am here. Hineni.
Ancestor.
Mother.
What is the world but weeping in the wilderness. The Spirit of Us crying Deliver Us. What is Deliverance, but our Mother Birthing. What is now but Here. What is Here but me. What is me but a covering of I am.
Whose name is I am, but Yours. Who are You but I.
I am You and You are I. I am Here and so are You.
Peace be with You.
Hineni.
Here I Am Love.
Here I Am Beloved.